I don’t feel safe

I don’t feel safe around people. I know a majority will hurt me. Some will be envious or judgmental. Others will be liars and manipulators. A few may befriend me only to gain something then walk away. I feel stuck and still as I spectate who awaits love and understanding like me.

​I’m waiting for someone who sees me, respects me and appreciates me.
I'm waiting for someone to love, respect, and honor.
When we encounter, we will love each other
I can’t love someone that does not respect me. I can’t love someone that does not value me. I should not stay with someone that intentionally hurts me. I should not be with someone who wants to break me down. I should not be with someone who is incapable of loving me. I should stay away from people that speak negatively about me. I should avoid opening up to people I do not know. I should not rely on people that I can’t trust. I should not trust someone right away. I need to pay attention to how a person makes me feel and their attitude towards me. I should demand respect where it is not given. I must block out what does not serve me.
I need to part ways before I get in deep enough to battle anxiety separation. Who’s with someone happily and free?

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